Chasing Cars

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world...?


All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes
They're all I can see....


Happy fourth month, Unicorn!




...I'd be lying if I said these past four months have been easy, especially recently... But I can honestly say that they've been the best four months of my life because I got to spend them with you. It's been 123 days since you first became my female companion... And every single day, you've been the first thing on my mind when I wake up in the morning and the last thing I think about before I fall asleep. I truly mean it when I say that you are the very best thing in my life. Words couldn't possibly begin to describe how thankful I am to have you, and how much I truly love you, and how much I miss you when I can't be with you... There's nothing else in the entire world that could ever make me as happy as you do. And I can't even begin to tell you how thankful I am that you haven't given up on me yet... I have no idea how anyone could stand to even be around me for this long, but you... You've done something amazing. You stayed with me when things were starting to get difficult, and when I was being nothing but difficult. You put up with me when I was being stupid and impossibly stubborn. You stayed on Skype and talked to me even when I could do nothing but apologize for all the things I had already messed up. I've been a pathetic broken mess for nearly the past month, and during that time, I've been nothing but terrible to you... And I'll be honest, even I had my moments of doubt. ....But at the end of each day, even when I couldn't help but to think that all hope was eternally lost.... You would send me a message on Skype, right before you had to get offline, telling me that you loved me. And even if it was just for that split second, suddenly, it seemed as though everything would be okay. ...And I certainly hope things are okay, at least for now... Because whether you realize it or not, you've made me so much happier than I've ever been before. Because of you, I honestly believe with every part of me that I'm the luckiest human alive. I'm sure anyone would feel that way, just to know someone like you... But to be loved by you is truly the greatest thing I could ever imagine. And I honestly love you, with all that I am, my Unicorn....

Nothing in the world will ever change that. I promise.












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I'll fix it later.